합기도.

2010-12-29T19:12:00.002+08:00

Clearing the dust on this blog.
I'm here to post that his gonna get his iPhone soon, like tomorrow. Hence I'll force him to twit and make sure he don't read this!!

2010-08-20T21:37:00.001+08:00

studying is bloody suck. Hate it.
Starcraft is bloody fun. Play it.
Ziying is bloody great. Love her!

2010-07-16T15:12:00.001+08:00

Currently at baby's house. And today is still so warm even though it rained.

mm.. I dont think anyone will see this blog anyway. Haha.

Poly is pretty boring and makes me want to skip it.

Nearly everyday in poly i feel like sleeping.

Oh well. BYEBYE!

2009-12-16T18:11:00.003+08:00

You're unhappy because it's difficult.
You're happy because you're smiling.
You're unhappy because you're being difficult.
You're happy because you're laughing.

You curse at the king because he's a bastard.
You curse him for being too creative.
You curse him for your incompetence.

You scream at him because he's too bored.

Then you scream at the mirror because you're seeing difficulties.

But you suddenly smiled, and laughed hysterically.
He's mind is gone. Thus he's soul is gone. It's all gone.
Oh, at least he has found eternal rest.

2009-07-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

too fucking bored..

B. *****~Do you think...?~*****

1...Rebel-type guys with spiky hair, chains, earrings, tattoos, and baggy clothes are sexy?
-WHAT THE FUCK!? sexy??? GAY!!! Fcuk you!

2...Aliens exist?
-yep. if

3...Seafood is good?
-yep. especially lobster,crabs and shellfish! I love food with shells. MUHAHAHA

4...Reading is fun?
-Sometimes I guess. When you seriously got nothing better to do.

5...Someday, Killer Tomatoes are going to attack everyone and destroy the earth?
-hell yeah. Killer potatoes will attack people too...

6...Your Garbage Man is sexy?
-I think the garbage monster from sesame street would be better.

7...Ricky Martin is really gay in real-life?:
-How the fuck i know?

8...Spongebob Squarepants is sexy?
-WTF? He's fucking retarded.

9...Toe Socks are cool?
-Nope it makes you look like a jap.

10...String Cheese is fun to play with and eat?
-Play with? lol I'll just eat it.

11...Bubble wrap is fun to pop?
-yeah if there's one giant bubble wrap with a person inside. It should be fun to pop. I hope he'll explode too. Wink*

12...That the first people ever to appear on earth were molded with clay and somehow turned alive?
-No. Human come from apes.

13...School Sucks?
-no. Teacher sucks. not the school. School is a great place to socialize!

14...Building blocks are still fun?
-Hmm maybe? if I can build a house to stay in it. Why not?

15...Them work out things they show on TV really work?
-Don't know. But I bet someone would try it even if its really stupid.

2009-06-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

I wonder if there's god around.
Many people believe there is from one or another religion. I just don't know. I think I'm an atheist. I believe in the survival of the fittest. Or you can say Darwinism.

Is what we believe actually what we imagine or is it real? I wonder so. If there's god, he shower us with love. H1N1 eh? haha. Nah. I'm just crapping. But I definitely think nature has its own way to do things. Maybe diseases is just another way to eradicate humans so that wildlife would have a better chance of survival. Or maybe nature thinks that there's too many human already, and so try some means to destroy us.

Survival of the fittest- We are smart. We grow and outsmart nature.

So what you think?

2009-06-07T22:21:00.007+08:00

We are the judge.

In this world. The judge is everyone.
They don't care who or what you are. They just judge before you have a say.
Beauty is really only skin deep. Character included. Personality too.
People don't care how you are like. They looked at your appearance and give their final verdict.

For example, people who dress sloppily. Does that means they are lazy? Nope.
We are so quick to judge nowadays that nothing else really matters.
Why people judge others base on how they look. They even judge other's personality through how they look.
We are mean and straightforward. Yes, we are definitely judgmental.
There may be inside stories, however we will judge the surface instead of seeking for the truth. Who cares right?

People are sensitive. That's why they get hurt. Because they can't adapt to how quick
people are to judge.

Why are people judgmental? I don't know.
I guess it must be because people nowadays are brought up that way.
Why do we even talk about other people in the blog? Blogging about things we see in town or maybe blogging about people we encounter everyday.
Writing negatively about people than positively. It just grow more and more tiresome.
Is the world just full of hate? Judging people as they look? Being hypocritical at times?

Just because of one person. We judge the whole population.
And because of that "judge" who saw that "person."
A thousand more "witnesses" appear.

2009-06-03T00:01:00.002+08:00

Woke up today and didn't feel like going school.
Hence, I didn't go school. Haha. KOOOLLnesss.

Not to mention its like pass 3min since my sister birthday. =D

Right now. I just feel like taking a slip at some nice drinks. Relax myself.
And don't remind myself of tomorrow school. Sigh. Ultimately, i guess it's still there.
But hey, I can dream right? Dream dream~ ahhh nice feeling.

And now at home. I can be safely in my own comfortable chairs at my desktop. Disregarding what is happening. Nowadays just get so hectic. Everytime the big bad wooden door open, it's time to face the total unawesomeness again.
Day day go away, come again another day.
Night night, stay as you will.
Stay till you are please to still.

Screw the weather!

2009-05-31T00:52:00.002+08:00

I went to Ziying house. And everything was fun. It was significant. I feel as if it was a nice dream. A nice dream that I would really not wake up from.
I'm still in this dream. A dream-liked love that I really hoped for. A love I cared to hold.
Some times I just forgot about how this dream was like.

I woke up. Forgetting something important. Lost in the reality.

However, she came and I fell asleep again. Remembering what every dream was about. And recall that wonderland. Sleeping soundly on the reality. Ignoring the world of troubles. Running around in a dream
Ignoring the ignorance of me.
Dreaming the wonderful me.
Dreaming the dream that I dared dream to hold.

I wake up again. It wasn't a dream. It was reality.
An alternate reality. I believe so.

Everything changes once you're there.
So lie down and sleep...

2009-05-07T18:19:00.005+08:00

Welcome to this dusty blog of mine.

MYE is here and it's freaking boring. Tomorrow I will finally get my house aircon-ed. And it's math paper 2. And right now. I'm feeling really really not into the mood. Sigh. Maybe becaused I did something bad. Maybe I'm worst. It shouldn't have happened. Oh well. What am i saying. Haha.

I love the wind, the sun, the rain, the clouds, the soil. Are we to travel so far to our place of ignorance? Tapping the monkey's curiosity. Maybe war is great after all. And so is religious fighting. Maybe the flu is to annihilate human. Lol wtf am I typing anyway. Sick babbling.

Come on its so damn warm nowadays. It's fucking boring. And it's fucking sad. So what the fuck is wrong with the fucking world now? Is the fucking world crazy like me? Nah. Maybe not, Earth is dead. I'm fucking mad..

Do I laugh for laugh? Or do I laugh for smiles? Who cares anyway. Right?

2009-04-10T19:56:00.001+08:00

Blog DEAD!

2009-03-17T12:55:00.001+08:00

I'm finally sixteen!

Happy birthday to me!
Presents? :D

2009-02-15T13:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine Day! or at least belated one. HAHAHA

thx for all the vday gift!

2009-02-04T23:20:00.003+08:00

People sometimes wants pittance or just to let it all out. I figure out that there's nothing such as fair. And nobody would bother bout you or pity you.I guess what we do really depend on ourselves. It's like trying to relate to someone how you are treated at work or whatsoever. Pittance? Well, maybe not always. Sometimes it's just that anger you want to share.

The people who bothers are really just the family, it doesn't apply for some but it does for most. They really do care bout how your life is. We take it for granted right? Take for granted that our family will be just there. Sometimes we want some pity or just to set our mind free.

In the end? So what? What does it help? Are we to sit and take pity? Or Are we to eat all the anger or sadness up?

It's hard not to get angry. It's nearly impossible. But why can't we let them all go? Angry for that little while. Then let it all fly. Hahaha. I know, we should always do some revenge. Right?? HAHAHA

2009-02-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

finally gonna update my super dead blog.
have been copying my english correction for the past few days since Monday, it sucks! 45 times! omfg. and its quite alot of SENTENCES!

Oh yea, I figured out how to prevent myself from sleeping during lessons. MOTIVATION. I kept motivating myself that I won't sleep one. However, sometimes I still doze off lah. I figure out that I should chiong this year, try getting a great Olvl score. Because it's like I spent 4 years just to take that fucking exam! Sigh. 4x365. do the math. That's alot of days.
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Yes, I know some of you will go "here we go again, js talking bout zy again." XD

HAHA.

There's also this theory that I figure out. Some people love to be more superior, at the expense of others. Okay..I think I'm one such person too. Although not everytime(I hope) I have the tendency to "shoot" people. Okay, maybe it's everytime. (I say them in joking manner of cos). However, sometimes I would just get serious and tell the person, "hey, don't everything also ask ur maid to do lah, they're not your dog." Even dogs have dignity right? Anyway, it's something like that.

So how bout some dudes putting people in negative light on blog? Which I'm doing right now.
Kinda bad, I know. But, heck. Who cares right?
Does this make themselves more superior? Or does they just want to make people feel about themselves, like how ugly they are, how fat they are or whatsoever. Just those stuff to put themselves down.
Maybe it's just a normal rant on blog. Well, I don't care. It just forms my theory.
And please give me a tag. Tell me if my theory is correct.

2009-01-27T03:40:00.002+08:00

26 Jan 09, 00:13

Zy: HAPPY NIUUUUUUUUU YEAR!

25 Jan 09, 14:59

Zy: BYTCH! UPDATE!
-hahahas! MOOOOOO!!!!

20 Jan 09, 17:18

chunwei: eh **** la, now everyone say i gay LOL. I LIKE GIRLS, THEY LIKE ME, THEY LOOK SO GOOD, THEY SET IN JEANS ~
-o.O

19 Jan 09, 19:47

LoVeHuRtZ: lols....tagged! (:
-hahhas thx! tag more!

19 Jan 09, 18:05

Brandon: Shuai ge..smile more lei ^^
-hehehe i know i very shuai one! dont nid smile also very shuai lah!

18 Jan 09, 21:25

Kahmin: lol passerby!
-pass by more!

16 Jan 09, 22:59

Zy: Yes im going to kill you.
-are you sure!?

HAPPY NIUUUUUU YEAR!

2009-01-26T00:51:00.005+08:00

Z's here helping Js to update his dead blog(:

HAPPY CHINESE NIUUUUU YEAR ALL!
Wishing all a prosperous and joyous new year ahead!
Hoping all able to find their true love and score well in their studies!
As it's O's this year, lets all work hard and give our best.
And those lacking of sleep, drink chicken essences! Sleep early! Focus!

Js's having trouble replying all our tags. Dont fret, i'll force him too(:

2009-01-16T22:23:00.002+08:00

HUZZAH! ITS JS AGAIN!

okay. so i didn't post much. You know lah, nowadays busy with school and blahblah. And everyday is tiring. I feel like going ktv! argh! Sing song talk cock drink kopi! I design the class tee too! Hopefully it gets chosen. Well, I didn't want to design but people called my name. It sort of like killed my braincell, thinking of what to draw.

Ashton is still as funny as ever, laughed alot during chinese lesson. Making joke out of everyshit! hahahahs! I can still laugh if I recall back. CNY is coming and I still don't have clothes, my sis said I'm crazy when I want to buy Fred Perry clothes. What's so crazy bout that?!?! geez.

Did my english presentation today, shuttered due to nervousness. And wondered if it turns out alright. I hope it does. Because the book is good! Simple english yet good plot. Definitely worth reading. The book is Theories of Relativity by Haworth-Attard. Bout some street kid life.

Oh yea back to my school life. I hate school! Can't keep seeing Ziying! =( everyone says she's sec2 HAHAHA! =p She's so gonna kill me. XD

2009-01-08T20:29:00.002+08:00

today went to Singapore Poly.
I'm still wonder what kind of course to take. Engineering or business.. hmm? or smth else? but i really don't know which one i like best. I'm so damn guai nowadays. During history lesson, Teacher didn't come. Guess what, I'm actually reading his handouts! WOAH! hahahas. And I attended each lesson attentively, or at least not trying to doze off. I finished physics in class. Does homework at home. And I'm so proud of myself! I hardly do homework at home! hahahas!

So hungry now, gonna make this a habit. Then I everyday also same routine. Gonna slp early everyday and wake up at 5.30am! Weekends included! Hehe. Why? Just to do physical training. Sian lah, nowadays can't go hapkido as often. Can only attend sunday's classes. I feel like dropping my tuition.It's kinda waste of time! grrr.

Zy's sick, makes me sad. =( Can't you take care of yourself better?! grrr. Oh yea, lmao. Today alot of friends said I'm nuts in school! Must be today's breakfast. HEHEHE! ^^
Praying zy to get better soon* PRAY PRAY* And I feel kinda useless that I can't be with her all the time. Busy nowadays lah. ARgh.

Tmr going to NYP. I wonder what will be there for me..

2009-01-05T22:33:00.002+08:00

here's some peeeekkkturess!!

2009-01-04T03:55:00.004+08:00

HURRAY! It's 2009! =( NO MONEY! rawr! and school starts again. It's gonna be one heck of a hectic year! hahas. (pray hard i'll pull through*)

looking back at 2008, it was a very fast year. It's sec3 and it's as if it just like, a month? And of cos I had a fun year. I started this blog last year. I became more mature. (hopefully?) Got smarter maybe? Or maybe even start going out more than usual. Anyway, I think I learnt alot from 2008, and this year will be even more awesome!

My amath was totally shit. hopefully this year i'll buck up.
But I'm glad that other things still turn out rather well. I had been thinking about my future nowdays. I think it's time that i should throw away Mr. Happy-go-Lucky and become Mr. Totally-awesome-who-can-fucking-study! Come on JS, you can do it. \m/

And last year is really heck of a year! I have my awesome friend. It was full of laughs, happiness and maybe a pinch of sadness.( heeeheee) Guess what, it was unbelievable that I went back to ncc. It sucked still. But I had no choice! DAMNIT!

Oh yar, not to mention that I've met new friends this year. sec 3 class. It was kool, with kool people and boring teachers (/hurrays). And this year I'm stuck with them yet again. Great! I'm with friends! ~~SHIT! STUPID TEACHERS!~~ opps* my best friends, teachers! hahaha. Gonna need real lots of their help.

Zy again.

2008-12-30T13:28:00.004+08:00

Z is back again.

Trying to act cool.
Then, act cute. Hahah!
Kiam pa.
Roar. You've got big nostril.
All time favourite, _l_

As promised, there're more and here you go!
And now, promise again, there'll be more!
Stay tune!

2008-12-27T01:20:00.003+08:00

thanks zy for helping me blog all the time. HEHE.
i'm always lazy to upload pictures + etc. AND I STILL HAVENT COMPLETE MY HMK! argh! die die.

ZY bad girl lah! always make fun of me one T.T

Zy!

2008-12-26T23:13:00.004+08:00

Z is here again.
&This is getting more classic. Hahah!

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Hahahahahah! Nice facial expression he got there(;
There's still more on the way! Extras on Christmas eve. Stay tune!

Z is back!

2008-12-26T02:39:00.005+08:00

Z is here to brighten up this dead blog! ;D

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CUTE?!

Love, Z.

2008-12-21T03:24:00.013+08:00

It's doing homework day @ Katib MAC.
Js doing chinese O.O
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LMAO!

Js wish to say
"I LOVE ZY!"

anon's creation(;

2008-12-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

I
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AZY!

2008-12-18T04:05:00.003+08:00

bored. there you go, some pictures. ZY love me too much! HHAHAHAS

when you bored, there's always masterhand

zy's having fun with my phone.

i love biting straws!

2008-12-16T03:07:00.014+08:00

WOOOO! UPDATE!!
hahhas. went out with ziying today! ROCKS!

so funny that we stayed in a bookstore for like 1 hr? walking around and checking out the books there. And we wow-ed at a book, which is full of amazing houses, FOR 20 min! record breaking eh!? ahahahhas! totally imba!

went to watch twilight today.
the starting is really just talking but as the time pass, it gets real awesome.
hahahas. ZY is totally drooling for that not-so-great male protagonist because of??? okayokay. the character is good

not to mention she's totally into tom cruise, and wants to marry him. tsk! fucking hell.

after finishing, we ate at hk kim gary. hoho. She's totally cute while munching her food! HAHAHAS. >.<

totally sian-ed.

sigh. kids really do plays with cutlery.

enjoying her milo.

enjoying my lemon honey.

WOO yum yum!

AFTERMATH!

and to top it all off... ZY in retarded form!

2008-12-14T05:21:00.002+08:00

HOMEWORK! fuck 2 weeks left and i still haven touch my fucking homework!
FUCK! die liao die liao! must do my fucking work!

why holiday have fucking homework?! spoils everything. shouldnt holiday be take a break frm the school+work?! screw that!! I HATE HOMEWORK! Come on homework god, come to my mind come to my mind. Make me be enlightened and start my fucking homework!

2008-12-13T02:09:00.007+08:00

I wonder if we sometime regrets for what we done before.
Although people cant turn back time, people regret for the things they did. I didn't have something to regret for. Since I'm a decisive person,(I'm decisive when it comes to crucial moment >.<) I'll most probably just decide on something and just do it. And i won't regret one bit.

But what if I regret in the future? For something I do in the future. I think that's really stupid. For example I don't study well now and regret it big time in future. That'll make me a worm that can only crawl and pray not to get preyed by birds. I really wondered this. I hate study yet I'm forced to study.

Are we to regret for the past? Or stop regretting when we already done it? Or are we to think of doing something properly and not regretting it? Not getting tempted by what faces us now. Temptation and distraction, focusing on the task ahead. So as to be abit better from the rest. Maybe thinking is just stupid, with no action. But where the fuck is my zeal? I wonder if I'm up to lead or to follow, the first one would be better. But really, it's just my action now that plans for the rest of my life. No?

stay by my side.

2008-12-11T20:32:00.000+08:00

Incubus - Anna Molly -

NICE SONG!

A cloud hangs over,
this city by the sea,
I watch the ships pass and wonder if she might be, (might be)
Out there and sober as well from loneliness,
Please do persist girl its time we met and made a mess

I picture your face in the back of my eyes,
A fire in the attic, a proof of the prize,
anna-molly, anna-molly, anna-molly,
DOO DOO DOO DOO DOO do DOO DOO DOO DOO DOO do

A cloud hangs over,
And mutes my happiness,
A thousand ships couldn't sail me back from distress,
Wish you were here,
I'm a wounded satellite,
I need you now put me back together make me right

I picture your face in the back of my eyes,
A fire in the attic, proof of the prize,
anna molly, anna molly, anna molly,
I'm calling your name,
up into the air,
Not one of the others could ever compare,
anna-molly, anna-molly,

Wait there is a light,
There is a fire illuminated attic,
Fate or something better I couldn't care less,
Just stay with me a while,
Wait there is a light, there is a fire,
Defragmenting the attic,
Fate or something better I could care less,
Just stay with me a while

I picture your face in the back of my eyes,
A fire in the attic a proof of the prize,
anna molly, anna molly, anna molly,
I'm Calling your name,
Up into the air,
Not one of the others could ever compare,
anna molly, anna molly,

Wait there is a light there is a fire
Defragmenting the attic,
Fate or something better I could care less,
Just stay with me a while

DOO DOO DOO DOO DOO do DOO DOO DOO DOO DOO do

CRAZY

2008-12-11T14:27:00.010+08:00

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Just Joking~
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!
I love CJS :X

2008-12-08T23:50:00.003+08:00

WEEE!!! had been finding zy lately nowadays.
time really flies with her.

today went out frm 11am all the way till 11+pm(home).
walk until damn fucking tired.

2008-12-06T18:51:00.001+08:00

bored!

2008-12-05T02:05:00.004+08:00

wanna noe something nice about obesity?
hahas, cw inbuild me with some knowledge about that. HAHAHA

obesity can decrease testosterone (guy's hormones).
depression
disturbed sleep
lacking concetration

testosterone levels *
20 - normal
15 - same
10 - loss of libido/vigour, obesity
5 - depression, disturbed sleep, lacking concetration, diabetes

that's really sad. lose of libido??? wtf!? THAT's THE SADDEST! ERECTILE DYSNFUNCTION!!
no wonder big guys got small dicks. HAHAHA. That explains why!!! And fat guy = no hair. Cw say one! >.<>

2008-12-04T14:30:00.005+08:00

wooo! i dropped my head! -.- lol..
and my fucking phone is fucking spoil! god damnit!

Ytd went out with zy. I got out of my fucking house and waited for bus. Then i suddenly rmb that i have no money of my card, so i walk to northpoint. And guess what, IT FUCKING RAINED! WOOO!!! then i run lor, and i was sweating like a running tap.

Zy arrived and we went amk for the starhub roadshow, there wasnt much stuff. Geez..I desprately need to change my screwed up phone! She wore her jelly sandals and resulted in 2 beautiful blister on both of her legs, And so we went back to her house and get her a flipflop. wanna see the result of the blister? there you go!

Then we went out after that, wanted to watch twilight but forgot that it isnt showing yet. Then went vivo and walk like dunno how many hrs..HAHAHHAS! (note: this hahahahahas is very impt, it refer to something. I think zy noe wad it means >.<) THEN went cityhall and walk walk walk walk walk. It was fun. Hahahas, dunno why. but was fun.

Ate prawn mee(xia mian) at 925 and i ate the fucking small chilli 2 times! Hot like fuck!!

2008-12-03T00:45:00.002+08:00

ahhh today! TIRING!

woke up at 1030 and when swimming with my bro and his fren. then lunch. 30 freaking laps. Not so tiring yet.

After that, tuition. Nearly killed me. CHINESE SOMEMORE! SIAN AH!

And went home after that, reach home and "rest" for like 1 Hr plus, then went training.

Okay...training...SPARRING! WOO!!!
due to me flinching too many times during sparring, i kana lots of hits. And i think my nose going drop soon. Just now sneeze and guess what, blood. -.- anyway, its fun. Learn alot of things, and learnt my lesson. Kinda pain and yet i improved! HOOHOO!!

2008-12-01T17:45:00.004+08:00

WOah! suddenly my blog is alife again!

apparantly, some guy/girl named zy started hacking my blog. WTF?!
oh well, who cares. She started scolding me wang ba dang and shit.
but who cares?!

Today post is, boredom!
why do we get bored over something? I wonder. Do we hate doing the same thing over and over again or we love doing it until we get bored. Or we are we just bored over everyday life, that is repetitive in nature. In this holiday, everyday is more or less play, its not fun. No challenge. In school, we get stressed and hate studying. But we have friends. During school days, i want holiday. While during holiday, i want School.

hmm, but i still prefer holiday. Even tho it is repetitive. Sigh. Just what the fuck is boredom. It always follow me. Holiday is really just rotting your life away uh? It's so boring. Everyday's the same. Someone!! Offer me something to do please.

During school, I get to take my mind away from stuff since im occupied. During holiday, its so bored that the mind drift away and rot. And start writing this retarded blog. Relieving the mind from rotting, is to have something to think, or just someone to talk. I'm just glad i've got the latter one. Hahas.

To Js from Zy

2008-11-29T00:04:00.011+08:00

Wanna know something?
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CHEN JUN SHENG
SUCK TO THE CORE!
& He's in love with i-dont-know-who!
Oh, my god!!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

Posted by Zy.

2008-11-18T23:16:00.002+08:00

JS IS BACK FROM CAMP!

NOTE!: THIS IS A RANT!

hahas, got back from camp and thought of something to blog.
And the camp was fun! a success too! everyone helped out alot.

I'm bored with nothing much else to post and damn lazy to think of anypost.
Holiday's here and yet it is so boring and it hurts. My frens went to look for job. And me? Stayed at home and rot. HURZZAH! hahahas.

I wonder why are we even bored. Should i find something to occupy myself? Or find something to like to do. Maybe that is a way. But you cant expect me to game 24/7 right??? GEEZ. even games are getting boring. And training+gym cant go for long period of time either. Sigh.

Come on, someone talk to me! IM FUCKING BORED! and singapore is so small that there's only a few place which is fun. And its fucking repetitive. GEEZ!!! GET ME OUT OF HERE!

2008-11-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

WEEEE GAMBLING! WEEEE!

everyone loves to gamble! okay, some dont. Like me.
And damn, my fren says im a pussy cos i dont gamble! FUCK U!

Watch this clip! So funny.

Just one more try!

so not everyone is the same. But imagine what will happen when u get hooked up with it. I dont know why people love gambling. Maybe they want to buy a chance for wealth.
And that wealth always last awhile only, because that wealth isn't earned with sweat and blood.

2008-11-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

Time to blog again!
okay some people dont agree with me on the last post.
but that's okay. And so patrick gave me some idea, or i can say he enlightened me why we bother study. Or why we are forced to study.

Let's start with something simple- reality. Reality is harsh! So everyone have to be competitive to see who's the more superior one. When I say superior means the smarter one. Someone have to wash car for others right? (Pat said this, hahahas!)

Study to challenge our mind, to see who really have the mentality "not to wash people cars" and then laugh at them. There's so many to study, but not all are useful in our future. Then why?...

We study/force to study to see who's the better and smarter one.So it will balance, which the stupider one will wash people car and then the smarter ones will look at people wash their car! HAHA ironic. Somehow.

If everyone were the same,then there wont be workers to work for those bosses. Hence, it's important to study. However, not everyone is the same. Some excel in academic subjects while others excel in non-academic(sports,etc) but not everyone appreciate sports. Okay, we may appreciate sports. But how much can we earn from it? Not everyone have the opportunity to become Michael Phelps or some football stars right?

Everyone loves cold hard cash right? or as least I love them. Not everyone can have the luxury to spend them. We may work all our live just because of "education" whic truly seperate us from being superior and inferior

2008-11-03T18:52:00.000+08:00

Why do we study?

I ponder this over today's amath remedial. After hearing the boring lesson's you must be crazy not to be tempted to daydream. HAHA

I wonder why we even study things that may not be even used in our life. Okay, so some stuff are useful, like accountings and language. But how bout science,humanities, and mathematics. Maybe Doctor needs biology but do they need chemistry? Then know how to do some nifty chem equation. WADS THE PURPOSE?!

And how bout geography? Are we gonna be some people digging rocks? I mean, what's the purpose?! Maybe all subject we learn will come into each other to make everything works, but why are we studying something that may not even be used?
Isnt that waste of time?

I've got the feeling that mathematics equation wont be used much. Can u tell me what can it be used for??? Maybe a university degree is important, which u professionise in a certain subject. But then, can it be put to use?

I bet u can ask a adult something frm secondary 3 and they will forget!
Even if they remember, it wont be fully correct. (hint: try maths!)
And why so? Because they never practice anymore.
why nv practice? Because it's no longer useful in their life! GET IT!?
they don't need it anymore, because it doesnt help in their life. Hence it's just a stepping stone to get a degree. And after that, FUCK OFF MATHS!

And what's the purpose of studying? Knowledge? MY FOOT! how much can u remember?
Maybe something u are good at or practice, u might remember. But how bout something u study in secondary sch? Literature, social studies, science, maths, etc.

Correct me if i am wrong. It's not purposeful to just study a bunch of stuff!

2008-10-31T01:02:00.000+08:00

Haha! Meihui = reader eh? weee i've got reader!

Topic of today!-What are our thoughts governed by?

Worthiness? Spur of moment or set of principles?
Well, I think all these are just some factors that governed our thoughts when doing something. And it all contribute to what our thoughts are governed by.

We deduce whether something is worth the time and effort to have it done. We may often spend time consider if it is worth the risk for something. Or consider if we should even attempt. Is it worth of my time? etc.

Spur of moment- I love this. I does thing because of I don't give a damn, at all. If i want it, ill do it. Not even considering if it's against myself or if it's worth the effort. It's a rash action that may complicate things, or it might even save someone when the times come.

Set of principles- Ur own set of principles binds u, and then deciding if it's against ur principles. It will hold u back frm certain act.

So, worthiness vs. spur of moment vs. set of principles.

Hmm, hard to write. Worth judges if something is good enough to justify for it's value, if something is value for it's worth. I guess our thoughts will tell us to get it.
Then spur of moment? Being clouded by emotions or smth make people cant even think of the value of an item. However, all of this are still held back by set of principles.

A set of principle is so strong that i can change someone's inital decision. You can say it's stupid or wadever, but set of principle governs most part of our thought. Even if something is worth of its value, when principles comes in, one will wonder if it's against themselves or wadever they tend to uphold. It is strong enough that it may even become a obstacle for succeeding in certain thing. So to overcome obstacle, we should first win ourselves than to win something physically.

2008-10-28T02:17:00.000+08:00

"Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdependence produces the highest form of living."
-Anais Nin

"The most decisive actions of our life ... are most often unconsidered actions."
-André Gide

2 powerful quotes to give you overview of today's topic -life. Yes, dream is a important asset of life. Makes you advance into the next phrase of life. And unconsidered ACTIONS is action that comes from what u always wanted deep down and determine ur personality in ur current life. Your action drives ur life.

Risk ur life, and have a wonderful one. Getting out of ur comfort zone and get to area unknown. Experiencing everything there is in this world, i think that's truly a fulfilled life. And of cos, catch ur dream. That u always only dared to dream about.

But there's just so many thing to talk in about life. Countless! However living in our OWN guidelines is more important than what everyone set. Ur life maybe as a criminal, but it's ur life. Set your own rules. U have ur own justification. Or u can keep working and still never get to enjoy life. or u can work then enjoy life later(when u are older, and i meant really old) or u may have fun now and work ur ass off like some stupid.

but heck! I don't give damn, give me my life and i'll play with it whenever i felt like, however i liked!

But this is all a dream, that i wanted. But that's what i am doing right now. It's dumb, kinda wasting life. But at least it's fun. I'm wasting my time, but i like it.

There's another take into life. Opportunity.

Opportunity drives someone to fulfill their own dreams and career. U can either be hardworking and succeed. However, if u have no opportunity, all is wasted! HAHA! yes, I'm abit amused. It's unfair, i know. Life = Luck+action+thoughts. U gonna have luck for opportunity, and thoughts to think if u are going the right way.

Thyexiang gave me the ideas on this topic. He said this.

Life is like a train,
people get on and off.
People get in at some point,
then leave in another.

Hah, it's a great analogy. SEE! opportunity is important! It's just opportunity, opportunity to get to know people. People and friends bring opportunity. They are your wealth, for u earn nothing on ur own and know no happiness. Some people may get onboard until the train reached the other end and some may leave at some "stations".
They are your opportunity! And opportunity gives u power to fulfill dreams.

To summarize. Dream is ur thoughts, then action drives it. And a touch of opportunity make DREAMS happens. Hence ur life.

What i say may be immature or even IS immature. But i think those are just my thoughts. Dream=thoughts+luck+action! And be prepared to risk ur life to have a truly fulfilled one. Get to know urself and be urself.

2008-10-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

I'm currently having writer's block. So this won't be a quality post.

People are getting more and more easily influenced. Why? Well, i can't really find any answer to that. And people who are usually easily influenced in their adolescence age. Which is why I pondered why there are increasing numbers of hooligans in our society and the answer is as above.

I was once like that too, but thought over it and find it really dumb. It's not kool to smoke,tattoo or piercing at such a young age. Shouldnt younger people be more innocent? But look at them now, time's are changing. The so called gangster of last time had degraded to what i called hooligans now. Why? It's obvious. People are joining street gangs because of their bad companys. And it's not as hardcore as last time. Anyway, we should be happy about that.

And I find such people really stupid. They get angry over minor issues such as people looking at them or smth. What's so wrong with looking at somebody? Let's take out the possibility of a "offending stare."

One day, Jack went to the coffeeshop and had lunch. While eating, he looked elsewhere. He chanced upon some dudes(hooligans) and those people got angry and whack Jack. This are saddesth =(. Why???! These people have nothing to do! They obviously bully the weak and beg to the stronger one! Die bitch!

I kept seeing ahbengs who are weak and sickly looking. And to my disgust, they talked as if there's no govt! Me and CW kept looking at friendster and will always manage to find something to laugh at. These people have great sense of humor! They way they eat,dress,talk, and even the way they bend against their will to find girlfrens(yes, online!) and telling them "hey pretty!" in their comment, MAKES ME LAUGH! U will feel like punching your eye when u see them. Trust me. It's fugly! (fucking+ugly = fugly)

They have bunch of fake godbros/sis who will say "got taiji call me!" I was like woah, "wtf is wrong with u people!?" They want trouble!! I think they should waste their time watching pornography and wank their balls off.

LOOK IT'S SATAN!

2008-10-18T07:47:00.000+08:00

Gym anybody?

i had been going to the gym lately, so anyone wanna go. just tell me! =D

ytd i went to town again and spent 150bucks! SHEESH! expensive. And cheap monday aint cheap! but, its kinda worth it. Go try it out now at heeren's Queen's Conture!!
It's 119bucks but gives u that 2nd skin feel and the material is quite light.

Just read Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus. It's a book for every couple out there. Tho i have no gf or wadsoever, i think it's kinda intresting to read that book. It's sort of like a relationship guide book. But currently, what it says is really true, or at least what i read till now. GRAB THAT BOOK NOW!

And again, gonna rant about girls in town! HAHAHA. DAMN. Pretty girls are everywhere!
ugly guys are everywhere near pretty girls! See the solar system connection?? =X

Hmm, and i only phail one subject! AMATH! damn that shitty piece of killer. Sliced me tru like hot knife tru butter. Anyway, NO RETAIN FOR ME! that's great right!?

2008-10-11T00:48:00.000+08:00

it had been sometime since i posted anything nice. All because of exams. IT SUCKS!
amath sucks, poa sucks! THOSE 2 ARE SHIT! especially AMATH! a mere 12 question is a deadly piece of shit. It's the most difficult paper i ever sit for sia.

Nowadays i've been listening to dreamtheater. AND IT ROCKS! abit like muse but it rocks non-the-less. Both of them are fucking great bands. And i kept WoW-ing after my exam. MUAHAHHA!! WoW ROCKS! Play until i headache, but still wan to play! HAHAHAS!
AND FUCK! the server is full! DAMNIT! btw its private server >.<

2008-09-21T13:48:00.000+08:00

2008-09-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

This morning the principal addressed us about RULES! WOAHHHH!
damnit, wad the fk is wrong with their fking brain?! People get scolded for having longer hair(no slope and such) which is already neat. And had to cut their hair! Although hair doesnt really mean anything. But the rules is just plain stupid. The system is so stupid and stubborn! What's wrong with longer hair? It doesn't stop people frm studying right? There's just these stupid rules which is baseless. It isn't really a wrong thing to do, but rules make it THE wrong thing to do.

Today people get scolded for "WRONG" things, tucked-out shirt, abit longer hair and even going into the councilor room IS WRONG!. Why even bother to scold people? It doesn't really maintain anything. Some rules cant break while some rules are so stupid that people are tempted to break it. The stubborn teachers and shit who abide by this baseless guidelines and rules should really think bout it. Times are changing yet our school still "die die" don't want change the bloody rules! WTF IS WRONG WITH THEM!? I just can't stop asking myself this question.

I guess, all the kids can do is just abide by this rules. We can't do anything to authority right? As in, it's SINGAPORE right?! Rules that doesn't go against moral values and humanity. Baseless. Senseless. Stupid.

I think, rules are just a method of controlling poeple. Superior being with superior status controlling people. What is superior being in this case? Teachers. Maybe without rules, there will be chaos. However, some rules are to control. Teachers says orchidpark standard dropped during the past few years, i think it isn't the standard that dropped. It's the people are getting smarter. Maybe with such rules, hooligans would'nt choose this school. Or maybe with such rules, we can maintain a "dog eating dog world." Yes, dogs.

2008-09-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

WOAH HOLIDAY OVER AND BACK TO OUR LIFELESS SCH LIFE!
HURRAY! -.- isn't that just pleasant? Well, we gonna study our ass off for the eoy exam. PRAY PRAY PRAY that i can study. LMAO! hahhaas! of cos, no comp too! Must seriously limit myself. (take notes down)

And life's so boring that we should take it easy. YAWNNN. So we should really spice things up with stuffff! My friend told me her life is damn lifeless. Study eat study slp study eat slp. Powerful, that is so boring! Life is so boring cos u are to be expected to do stuff on a guideline. A guideline that is set dunno how many year ago and by studying the past, we are able to predict the future. And that future is getting worst.

Cos nth really changes, cos we keep following a single guide.
See, the case is that people are expect to do wad people expect them to! And why is that? Cos everyone got that certain people to expect them to do something. Isnt that same everywhere? I really just cant be bothered. Why should i live in a life that is already predicted and set? GAR! wadever, lets just study and don't think so much. It's wad kid should do. TO STUDY! TO ENSURE FUTURE! A FUTURE THAT SHOULDNT CHANGE.

Studying human is seriously quite fun. U see, people are actually afraid of changes. Maybe not everyone but there's still bunch of them. Actually everything is stirred by the word called fear. Element of fear, its a power thing. That's wad my tuition teacher taught me. I mean, yea its seriously power. Fear of ur future that should it be dark, then u would do something bout it now. We fear our teachers that's why we do work. We fear the authority cos they can do something to us. We fear terrorist cos we are afraid of a impending darkness ahead if they were too powerful.

So wad are u afraid of? Shouldnt we see to it, to change the fear into power that drive us?? But maybe fear isn't too bad either, it drives u to do something.

Balance is everything. It's like if there's no sadness then where is happiness? That's where we learn how to get happy,sad,angry,afraid.

RANDOM

2008-09-05T14:22:00.000+08:00

OMFG i still haven do anything homework. Play oblivion too much, and my fren said it sucks!? its fun! but damnit, i had to put it to the lowest quality.

and im trying to eat beehoon now. its so big size that i already took 30 min to eat it, and alot more is still left. Now this is wad u call buget!

2008-09-02T15:44:00.000+08:00

DANG! in the morning, i woke up and switched on my tv. Then, there's this ad! Its like totally addictive. It keep repeating in my head. Absolutely my fav commercial. ENJOY!

2008-09-01T18:57:00.000+08:00

yawn.

boring boring, nth to do at home. gosh! someone please ask me out!!! im so bored that i am getting angry of it. GAR RAWR GAR!

afew days back, i was talking bout "god is fair" to my frens. Well, i guess he's really super fair. ye noe y? Goodlooking girls got bad looking boyfriends. Goodlooking guys got badlooking girlfriends. WTF? now that's fair! i went to town and saw alot of these couples! and its like everywhere! sigh, the world is getting harder by the day doesnt it? ashton told me this and i find this really funny. -if god gives u lemon, CHANGE ANOTHER GOD! and i totally agree to that. don't make lemonade, its still sour. Ashton is like a really nice dude. He's super funny, i think he should a comedian. HMMMM

2008-08-31T10:35:00.000+08:00

FIRST POST!

Wooaaahhhh! JS BLOGS! that's really rare. HAHAHA i looked at my old blog and thought it would be good to blog again. I always think emo-guy blog, maybe im emo too..HMMMM
but im wondering why would i talk to this stupid blog of mine and letting people see how autistic i am? but i guess it paint abit of colour into the shity and boring life of mine anyway. btw, im not autistic cos im not talking to myself, im typing.

dang it, i had been listening to ac/dc too much, their song will totally be drilled into ur head if u listen to them, alot. It pwns! Too much rocknroll is totally good for u brain,mind,body,soul, balls, nuts, or wadever shit! HAHAHA

oh yea, damn it. I just wanna grow older. Those ex-opss who went back to sch on sunday look so dang hot and pretty. DAMN! and now? opss girls doesnt look as good anymore, save for a handful some. GRRR